` inspired by insomnia.

Visual Art Diary and FRANKIE.

2010-02-12T21:37:00.000-08:00

So, I was inspired by smirk's diary on soompi to do an awesome visual art diary.
Then I procrastinated...
Then yesterday in VA, the teacher showed us another awesome visual art diary...
So a bunch of peopel got inspired and brought theirs home...
like me heh.

I LOVE the last one, second last one and the first one.
Done on A3 ( :

Today was one of my cheapest saturday shopping... All I did was buy the Frankie Magazine and two felt tips artliner pens (0.2 and 0.4); then i rushed home to awesomise my VA diary.

I love Frankie Magazine : D
It's arty, musical, not too conventional and actually discusses a bit (not too much or little) about world issues like the Iraq war, Ethiopia... and blah. Plus the layout is so urban vintage <3

I love how so many things are sketched as well. : D

stuff.

2010-02-05T02:21:00.000-08:00

holiday: I want to go back. To get away from everyone. Why must they always pressure me to do shit I just don't want to do? I prefer taking life slowly. ( :

^ I took that shot through the windshielf, you can see the dust and whatnot.

The end.

"Aren't there supposed shades of grey within black and white?"

2010-02-04T22:58:00.000-08:00

just some little stuff a do when bored.

I'm already procrastinating in year 11. I think this is a sign... =.=
Visual art work this year seems awesome. The theory doesn't. Physics and Chemistry are suprisingly awesome. English Advanced and Extention has been good so far. Math and economics make me want to jump off a cliff. I'm contemplating on switching eco to either biology or modern history (stupid ancient history is filled zzz). I wish they could kick some people out, I actually like ancient history... I'd do it for HSC not because I want to bludge with friends or whatever.

Now if you have a life and don't read people's raging, this is where you stop reading.

But anyhow, school's just depressing so far. I wish I did home schooling, so I don't have to face peers nearly every single freaking day. Not that I'm trying to belittle anybody here (since no one reads this practically...) I can't relate to giggling 24/7 over stupid crap and gossiping about girl's behind their "bitchy" backs or ridiculing guys. Yeah I'm human I do stuff like that on occassion if someone's really pissed me off, but that's not the only thing that comes out of my mouth. Nor can I stand serious talk all the time or sitting silence all the time or talking non-stop out of simple politeness in respect for the disrespectful or just freaking annoying people. I'm not like emo or going through depression or anything... just tired of all the crap going on between people. Secrets within secrets and the fucking rudeness to shove a secret in someone's face. Intentionally it shows your personality frankly sucks. Unintentionally it shows you're a freaking sus idiot. Why is everything so extreme? Aren't there supposed to be shades of grey within black and white?

Pokemon Interpretation [humor] - soompi forums

2010-01-02T03:59:00.001-08:00

WARNING: Not if you want to keep Pokemon being a 'happy thing' in your mind... ):
It's a really good essay though.
Ta.

Pokemon Interpretation [humor] - soompi forums

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wtf why was this in humour section... It made me CRY over pokemon D:
Some seriously advanced English major Pokemon fan probably wrote this. Who else would bother analysing a children's cartoon and interprete it into such a depressing story... I really loved Pokemon. My childhood is officially OVER.

But when I reread the ending it sounded kind of fanfic-ish.... So I'm hoping they really were just over analysing Pokemon like how a schizophrenic over analyses stuff.

ENGRISH! -soompi post

2010-01-02T03:57:00.001-08:00

Engrish! [humor] - soompi forums

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I <3 SOOMPI. haha.

LAST POST OF THE YEARRRR.

2009-12-31T04:29:00.000-08:00

New Year's Eve and Christmas don't seem special anymore. Not with 15 of them I've had already and who knows... 20 more to go? But then I'd only reach 25 years old D:

Ever since boxing day I've been shopping spreeing 100-200 each day. I guess that's my usual spree ammount, but still on so many days consecutive S:

I made my New Years Resolution :D
1. Study hard for yr 11
2. Lose 5-10kgs; get into size 6-8
3. Stop shopping as much as possible.
4. Practice piano
5. Write my resume
6. Go hand in my resume
7. Get my job
8. Use my money on stuff without conflicting with resolution number 3
9. Do pushups
10. Steal my brother's dungbell thingys and do weights
11. Stop going on computer much (which I do now... but I need to give up TV too D:)
12. Not whine if parent's cancel foxtel
13. If they don't I won't spend 5 hours lying on the couch eating and watching TV
14. Read more good books
15. Get another award at Presentation Night again :D -for something WORTHY.
16. Improve my Chinese and English (goodbye Japanese)
17. Pass my L test thingy in one go...
18. Be a nicer person to everyone and smile more :)
19. Practice drawing, taking photos, painting and suchh
20. Sleep early and take good care of my skin (:

OMG 33 MORE MINUTES sdkjsldjksldj

P.S I find it weird that we will write the date NOT like this... of 00,01,02,03,04,05,06,07,08,09... 10. NO ZERO IN THE FRONT. D:

LALALA RAMBLE. BYE.

Also today

2009-12-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

"Today I realized that according to mylifeisaverage the average person loves Harry Potter but hates twilight, uses facebook instead of myspace, loves google but hates yahoo, puts silly answers for tests and gets full credit for it, listens rock and not rap, wears dinosaur clothing instead of the boring jeans with a t-shirt and waits for their Hogwarts letter sent by their owl not for a 108 year old sparkly pale virgin vampire. Glad to see the average person is on the right path. MLIA"

Therefore I am not some form of social outcast. Hooray.

I found a site with 100 Reasons why Twilight is better than Harry Potter.
However I found a site with 1000 reasons why Harry Potter is better than Twilight.
I think we all know who wins.

And the reasons Twihards present as their arguments... I'll REBUT THEM because I am bored and feel the need to elaborate on poorly constructed language : D

"Reason Twilight is better: because Bella's a normal teenager while herry is "the chossen one" and most of us have been or will be teenagers, how many of us have magical powers we use to save the world?therefor bella is easier to relate too."

First of all, WHO IS 'HERRY POTTER'?? and WHY IS THERE NOT CAPITAL for the 'H'??? Why are there multiple typos. WHYY?!?!?!?!?! Oh and most of us "have been or will be teenagers".... I doubt a minority of the living world will never reach puberty. THEREFORE your argument is flawed.

"Reason Twilight is better: Because unlike Harry no one thoughts are actually that deep and intellectual. Infact i bet if any of us published our thoughts into a book none of them would be great eenglish lit. Infact Bellas thoughts are more realistic."

I am sorry what is this 'eenglish lit' you speak of? If I were Microsoft Word I would underline your entire statement in green squiggles with an occassional red squiggle. I also don't think the average girl thinks of what to do between a sparkly vampire and a werewolf.

"Reason Twilight is better: because the plot ROFL there is no plot is straight forward and flows easily from beiging to the end. Plus even though twilight is 'badly writen' you feel like your actually Bella when you read it."

I think this quote explains why the intelligence of Twilight's fans (as demonstrated in this post) are generally less intellectual than the fans of Harry Potter. OH AND THIS ONE:
"Reason Twilight is better: Stephenie Meyer writes the facts out so that even if your not reading carefully you still get them."

Look for more intelligence demonstrated HERE.

Actually I don't really hate Twilight fans. I feel sorry for the people who really like Twilight for whatever reason that do not express their fangirl ways in such a manner that really puts Twilight fans in such a bad light. But yes I do think Harry Potter is better. I mean if you search up averagewizard.com, MLIA and such... MAJORITY of the people can actually type and express themselves civilly. Unfortunately intelligent Twilight fans it seems... (from the internet and such) are a rare type which I salute to.

^ Actually I don't. That was kind of a disclaimer HAHA. No I'm jkkk.

Today.

2009-12-18T05:38:00.001-08:00

Today I realised I am an aethiest, a communist-supporter and a supporter of abortion.
I realised I am a rebel of society. Never before have I felt so socially excluded. rawr. MLIA.

'undoubly' a booksquirm.

2009-11-17T01:11:00.001-08:00

Taking to this picture like how a giraffe drinks water, originally uploaded by inspired by insomnia.

The thing about this picture is I hate how I look, but I like the colours.

'undoubly' a booksquirm., originally uploaded by inspired by insomnia.

"you chose books, I choose looks" -Matilda, Mrs Wormwood.
I choose LOOKBOOK. :D

Today, I borrowed 2 biographies:
- Marie Antoinette by Antonia Fraser
- Sid Vicious no one is innocent by Alan Parker
In the library, I look like the biggest nerd of nerds with two massive hardcover biographies.

I've started Sid Vicious' first, and there's already one quote there I already love and remember (:

"love is for people preparing to die" -Sid Vicious
I really want to watch the movie 'Sid meets Nancy' and get a Vivienne Westwood necklace with pearls!

WISHLIST:
-I tried on a gold/beige dress ALMOST nude colour (skin colour for me! so for me it's nude) at Forever New. It's floor-length long and very 'goddess' and feels so nice and silky plus only about $70. I am considering it for my formal! But then most people are getting knee length.
-Another thing I want is one of the new Sportsgirl leather schoolbag satchel tote, coming in either purple or tan. It costs around $70. -Plus I need round sunglasses, I saw these Chanel glasses which I like!

"my future is supposedly doomed, but at least it's different.

2009-11-15T04:43:00.001-08:00

I'd rather that than it be boring."

They look disgustingly unclear and low quality on blogspot. I'm considering flickr or deviantart after stalking heaps of flickr pros.

I was not always an overly critical, cynical and anti-social kid. Rather it's what I've been moulded into over the years.

quick and simple is not my ordinary way of life

2009-11-14T04:29:00.000-08:00

I do not like how these turned out on this blog post. Not at all.
Oh well, might as well post something once it's there...

Goodnight.

In the spirit of SC.

2009-11-13T02:34:00.000-08:00

This is the result of waiting for the buzzer to end, whilst observing those hardcore people checking their answers. Just so I can look hardcore into something, with head down and pen moving.

I cheated and coloured in a bit in Jap class, as videos of sumo's with rippling muffin tops sitting on little white boys ain't aesthetically appealing to my mini asian eyes.

My SC number is #22177273 (: It's heaps awesome.

"it's a wonderful day for pie"

2009-10-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

I have been singing that song non-stop. Since the last post, where I posted it.

No blog posts, been busy year 10 kid. No msn-ing either. But I have been watching fashion TV heh. I'm not a brandname whore, or a fashion whore but it's as addictive as "my personal brand of heroin" (why am I quoting Edward Cullen?).

I saw this really awesome runway the other day, where the models were doing crazy poses and acting really high on the runway. The people in the audience were like "wtf" and were stoned. Nice of upperclass to 'degenerate' to our level. Yes that was sarcasm. I'm trying to find it on youtube. Plus the Burberry spring/summer show in september... Pretty old, but Emma Watson looked heaps nice and so did Anna Wintour.

Which reminds me by looking at really old photos...
I like nude, grey and white colour combinations for summer.
Black and white for winter, with red
Brown and white for autmn, with green
Purple and white for spring
Pointless information.

I gots to go and paint my nails dark plum now. Bright pink is annoying me.

i am a xkilljoy.blogspot.com

2009-10-23T05:59:00.001-07:00

Yes another new layout by me. Using one of my sketches which I liked. It's so sadistic somehow.

YES KILLJOY BLOG IS THE SAME AS IBI, both have the same contents (:
Just different layout and kickass URL haha not. But inspiredbyinsomnia is so long to type. Plus I'm not even inspired by insomnia, if anything sleep deprivation is as useful as my lack of wit. I should so be a debator. OH wait I am. Gay debating for English...

OH and it was the 400th anniversary when Galileo looked through his teloscope todayyy (: So I took photoes of the sky. The clouds were so pink this evening. But I cbb uploading stuff now. It's 12:25 AM now, I'm tired. I've been sleeping over 1:00 AM this whole week...But I got to reccomend something first....

Family guy in Disney Style (:
Stewie and Brian are drawn so cute LOL. I love Stewie.

A change of scenery.

2009-10-22T06:18:00.000-07:00

New layout.

It's not exactly what I had in mind. But it'll do for now. My PS skills are rusting urrghhh.
Of course there's NEW URL.
But no need to update links, the posts will be the same anyways. Just change of scenery.

Fails and nails.

2009-10-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

I keep uploading snapshots I took from my holidays, to juxtapose with my typical teenage angsty blogging.

My blogging creativity is as creative as my 'invention' of that story I wrote in the english trials. Which sadly, contains as much creativity as a salted peanut. Which obviously means, no creativity.

I guess some people never learn from mistakes.
Unfortunately I'm one of them.
Yes I haven't studied for history or geography, just pretending to on msn.
And I didn't even do anything for math or english either.

I already suffered enough in my piano exam this morning. If I get a C, I shalt kiss the floor.

Instead, I just painted my nails hot pink.
I like bright colours for spring/summer.
Dark colours are for autumn and winter.
I want a neat french polish for formal... Or bright red or black.

Another pointless post.

AND I STILL HAVEN'T BOTHERED TO SEE GOSSIP GIRL.
I am so bored I am reading my facebook horoscopes.
I will abandon msn soon, I'm getting tired of it lately. Wastes so much potential sleep time.

Now I'm going to sleep. My eyes are like panda's.

in the middle of doing a layout

2009-10-21T04:50:00.000-07:00

while I should be studying.
So it'll take a while. I feel so noob using a premade layout.
ENJOY THIS LAYOUT WHILE IT LASTS.

Two useless posts today. I hate myself.

It's hot.

2009-10-20T22:29:00.000-07:00

wtf. Chuckkk ):

Chuck Bass's gay kiss OMG. I heard about it and wasn't too keen on the idea in the first place. Not being discriminative against gay people, just Chuck doing something gay seems weird. But OH WELL, I still love Chuck Bass...
One of the few fictional characters with substance.
However...
His facebook app is awesome (: You should try it. Yes you should.

Now I'll be backk to blog something more constructive. But I had to say something about Chuck. heh. :P

Chumpettes.

2009-10-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

If I were a robot, I'd have a crush on Bender. (Y)

Don't ask me why.
Maybe because these days he's one of my few sources of entertainment.

I didn't go to school today so I could study math plus piano general knowledge and practice piano. But it was an epic failure.

And I really want to check out stuff by Alexander Wang in shops.
But the thought of a 15 year old browsing high end fashion stores doesn't seem quite right.
I just remembered I should have watched Gossip Girl today...
Well it's 10 to 1 AM now so, YESTERDAY.

Opps, mum was telling me to sleep. Now I'm all alone downstairs infront of the computer and it's dark.

Then NOW I realised I haven't updated sketches much. Just old 'photography' which I'm even too lazy to photoshop.

I'm not even 'in' to photography.

I should start scanning my sketchbook soon. plus buy a new one. I've nearly run out of pages.

ciao.

random rant of thoughts:
It bothers me how ignorant and easily deceived people are. But it bothers me more of how people use this to their advantage. Today I got a call from some guy who attempted to phish my dad's account information. He was creepy...
But it happens everywhere. I notice more people being manipulative false bitches in school, who claim to be opposite of this. I wonder if they're really clueless to the fact that they're being hypocritical and having too much esteem for their personalities or if it's just a cover-up. But something will get them one day. I actually almost feel sorry for them. Wow.

I sound like some narcissistic cynical bitch. But I believe in having an opinion.
Sometimes I ask myself, what gives me the right to judge others?
The answer's always the same... Nothing.
But we all just do. We're only human.

Plus 'judging' someone is automatic, like a first impression.

I'll stop pointless talk now.
ciao again.

year 10 is stressing

2009-10-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

and it's such fun to watch.
Except I'm in Year 10. ):

I realised I like drawing hands. (Y)

I downloaded this uber asian image editing program HERE 美兔秀秀!

8-)

It's heaps awesome. Much awesomer than School Cert.

AND I HATE LIFE.
.
.
.
Actually I don't. It was just a ploy to add some drama to this blog. Plus some teen angst.
But I think it failed.

But today was the worst first-day-back-to-term day ever. I spent 1 hour and 20 minutes sitting doing nothing for Science. I was actually raging why the paper wasn't longer. WHY?!
Now I have to study math and do piano. I heard my examiner's mean D: And I stuffed up my theory too.

Now I want to post something cryptic and dramatic on this blog :D
Yes I DO NOT CARE.
But yes I plan on gaining my revenge. Regardless of consequences. I'll take away what you took from me. I'll then shred 'it' to pieces and destroy 'it'. Only simply because it makes me rage so for being so naive as to believe you. I tried to change, but now I'm falling back to old habits. You know who you are xoxo

I think that was a cool attempt for something cryptic and dramatic yeaa?
Note it's CRYPTIC. Good luck breaking the code (:
I've been reading too much Da Vinci Code lately. I keep re-reading it all over again.

It's up to you whether you think it's something real or not. People believe what they want to believe in. I've given up hope.
ciaos. (:

pencils and cameras

2009-09-20T04:08:00.000-07:00

"people are never normal" -Maus, Francoise Mouly

I found some stuff I've shot.
Being inspired by the amount of people posting up photography,
I decided to post some stuff :D

Yeah I am noob at photography.
When I see other people's pro photography it inspires me to take out my neglected DSLR.
But sadly, I don't get those awesome shots like other people.
Don't tell me about exposure and crap. Be nice to me (;

I did actually sketch today. Scroll down and down.

I started so many sketches today but never finished. Bleh these two are my most 'finished' ones today.

I really want to draw Taylor Momsem now. I know people say she acts and dresses too old for her age, but I think it looks pretty cool.

Except for her lingerie dress at her 16th birthday party...
But her Gossip Girl onset style is really nice (:
Reminds me of an America Nana style...

consequences and aftermaths

2009-09-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

"What goes around comes around"

I deserve what has happened. So I shalt not ramble. (:
let there be art instead.

some deviants from my dead deviantart...

The above is inspired by my hero Tim Burton. When I saw the trailer of 'Coraline' I screamed "TIM BURTON!" But noooo it was other guy. ):

I did screw my English common test. My mark was was way below my average. But I was an idiot, seriously who throws away 1/4 of your marks just because you didn't notice a question HUHHH?! But I expected worse. So now I learn to appreciate a 'crap' mark. (:

But "that's how I roll" - said by santa-maria, what a coooool teacher LOL. oppss This has turned into mini-ramble... I'll stop now.

P.S apparently there's a guy in pennant hills high who is a guy version of me. I checked out his fb LOL

... I don't think he looks like me ):
He supposedly does though.... And supposedly talks, moves, walks, slouches and plays badminton like me...

evil clone.
jkkkk because I'm nice these days (:

amature

2009-08-24T02:56:00.000-07:00

MLIG.
Not.

In an attempt to find some inspiration for photography, I attempted to quest on capturing a nice nice nice picture. Which failed. Miserably and epically failed. So I took picture of everything and anything instead. Which also failed.

Photography is so not 'joyce'. For the sake of my identity let there be sketches.
drawing with my pen in my school diary is what I dooooo (:

inspired and inspired

2009-08-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

I should have done some studying for the math skills test on thursday.
I should have woke up earlier for the math skills test.
33 minutes to do 15 pages is very not cool.
Especially when you have hayfever.
I need to do well for the next common test or I am screwed if I want to do 3 unit math next year.
rage.
rage.
rage and rage.

I have my piano theory exam on Wednesday. FML.
Plus assignments and assessments for Science, Science elective, English, Drawing and chinese homework to do. Also some math studying to do and to work out how to use my calculator. FML.

I also want to enter that Joseph Tan Real Estate Century 21 competition for no apparent reason... Other than the fact the prize is 21 K. Even though I won't win it'll still give me hope ;P

My parents are always suggesting I get a new hobby which doesn't involve sitting down anyways. Which unfortunately does not include drawing, painting, sitting at the computer or eating. Or even playing the piano. FML.

So photography here we come.
It is so easy to stick a photo up of some sort of landscape with quotes from an emo song and call yourself a 'photographer'. Along with approximately 10 million other teenagers. I have only seen ONE actual teenage 'photographer'. I lost her link and I lost her name ):

Everyone is saying FML lately on MSN and such.

Angsty teenagers are such drama queens and kings I swear.

And FML.com is to blame. Translating fcuked up lives in comedy. Lovely.

And I sound so self-hating against teenagers I swear.
OH and and I learnt a new word.
'intermittently' (:
And I have been drawing for hours today. I got 3 new art books WHOOP. I am such an art nerd or whatever you call it sometimes. I shalt save sketches for next time when I have nothing to post.

[EDIT] opps I just realised that in my school diary thing I wrote ‘死’over fathers day. D: [/EDIT]

art art art

2009-08-11T23:35:00.000-07:00

I can never go without drawing very long. It's pretty sad having no self-control whatsoever. To fill this blog post let there be drawings.

^ fish! 梁静茹加油（: J'ADORE!!!

I realised today also I cannot go without listening to music very long...
....
I left the house without my MP3 and my headphones weren't around my neck (as usual). Shortly after this incident was an approximately one minute thirty seconds spasm. So I had to walk back and get my MP3 then continue the tedious journey to school. Everything is so boring lately that I prefer to sit and be stoned with my music. Or I am losing interest in everything besides drawing and music?
MEH.

so pathetically sad =____=;"
I need to un-addict myself.

cheerio.
joyce (:

ABC123 this is an excercise in writing.

2009-08-11T04:25:00.000-07:00

I solemnly swear I ~~am up to no good~~ shalt update everyday or every second day or every third day. No I am not rambling. This is an exercise in writing. There I have an excuse. You shalt not stop me now. I want to be a journalist currently. (:

On the road to the HSC:
3 Unit English (change to 4 in year 12?)
3 Unit Math (ewwww)
Physics ):
Chemistry ):
Visual Art (:
Legal Studies

14 units already how not very cool. I might have 15 units in total if I do graphics design. Life is a beach.

I confess. This is a rambling.
cheers joyce